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Jun. 16th, 2006 | 01:34 am
location: My room
mood: 
calm
Yesterday I felt like pure crap, I don't know what is wrong with me. I still feel horrible. When I woke up this morning I had really bad muscle spasms below my rib cage. It was really annoying and it lasted all day on and off. Later in the evening my mom asked me if I wanted to go walking with her, and I know if I said no she would make me feel bad about not wanting to go, so I said yes, even though I was tired and weak.
While I was walking out of nowhere I started having really bad cramps on my lower left abdominal region. It hurt really bad and lasted a couple minutes. Since 10pm I have had a bad headache, but I'm hoping it will go away soon because I hate taking drugs. So that is pretty much it, like I said I still feel not so good. I think I don't get enough sleep. I've also been very tired the past couple weeks.
These 2 kittens melt my heart, they are so adorable!
While I was walking out of nowhere I started having really bad cramps on my lower left abdominal region. It hurt really bad and lasted a couple minutes. Since 10pm I have had a bad headache, but I'm hoping it will go away soon because I hate taking drugs. So that is pretty much it, like I said I still feel not so good. I think I don't get enough sleep. I've also been very tired the past couple weeks.
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Jun. 15th, 2006 | 01:52 am
location: USA
mood: 
exhausted
Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you.
Before you say hello think…and make sure you except the fact that one day you’re gonna have to say goodbye.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like them and a day to fall in love. But it takes forever to forget someone.
Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry, and I love you, so easy to pronounce but so hard to say?
When you feel lonely, look to the sky and know that I am somewhere beneath that same sky, thinking of you and wishing you were here with me.
The worst thing to realize in life is that all good things must eventually come to an end.
Sometimes what you forget doesn’t bother you nearly as much as what you remember.
No matter how long I wait for you my wishes and dreams will never come true so the one thing left I can do is hold in my tears and forget about you.
You gotta hurt in order to know-fall in order to grow-lose in order to gain-because most of life’s lessons-are learned because of pain.
Before you say hello think…and make sure you except the fact that one day you’re gonna have to say goodbye.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like them and a day to fall in love. But it takes forever to forget someone.
Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry, and I love you, so easy to pronounce but so hard to say?
When you feel lonely, look to the sky and know that I am somewhere beneath that same sky, thinking of you and wishing you were here with me.
The worst thing to realize in life is that all good things must eventually come to an end.
Sometimes what you forget doesn’t bother you nearly as much as what you remember.
No matter how long I wait for you my wishes and dreams will never come true so the one thing left I can do is hold in my tears and forget about you.
You gotta hurt in order to know-fall in order to grow-lose in order to gain-because most of life’s lessons-are learned because of pain.
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Girl Poem
Jun. 8th, 2006 | 02:02 pm
location: USA
mood: indifferent
music: Faithless "No Roots"
Girl Poem
A poem for us....
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK?
A poem for us....
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK?
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Jun. 5th, 2006 | 07:25 pm
location: Someplace peaceful
mood: chipper
NATURAL HIGHS
1. Falling in love
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the Super Walmart.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Getting e-mail.
8. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
9. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
10. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
11. Hot towels out of the dryer.
12. Walking out of your last final.
13. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
14. Chocolate milkshake.
15. A long distance phone call.
16. Getting invited to a dance.
17. A bubble bath.
18. Giggling.
19. A good conversation.
20. A care package.
21. The beach.
22. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
23. Laughing at yourself.
24. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
25. Running through sprinklers.
26. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
27. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
28. Laughing at an inside joke.
29. Friends.
30. Falling in love for the first time.
31. Slumber parties.
32. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
33. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
34. Your first kiss.
35. Being part of a team.
36. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
37. Playing with a new puppy.
38. Late night talks with a friend that keep you from sleeping.
39. Having someone play with your hair.
40. Sweet dreams.
41. Hot chocolate.
42. Road trips with friends.
43. Swinging on swings.
44. Watching a good movie cuddled up on a couch with someone you love.
45. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies
and drinking eggnog.
46. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along
without feeling stupid.
47. Going to a really good concert.
48. Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one
person.
49. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
50. Winning a really competitive game.
51. Making chocolate chip cookies!
52. Having your friends send you homemade cookies!
53. Spending time with close friends!
54. The feeling you get the first time you get on stage.
55. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends...
56. Holding hands with someone you care about.
57. Wearing your partner's shirt that still smells like them.
58. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things
good or bad) never change.
59. Discovering that love is unconditional and stronger than time.
60. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
62. Watching the expression someone's face as they open a much-desired
present from you.
63. Kisses on your forehead from the first and only person you
have ever loved.
64. Watching the sunrise.
65. Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another
beautiful day.
1. Falling in love
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the Super Walmart.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Getting e-mail.
8. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
9. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
10. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
11. Hot towels out of the dryer.
12. Walking out of your last final.
13. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
14. Chocolate milkshake.
15. A long distance phone call.
16. Getting invited to a dance.
17. A bubble bath.
18. Giggling.
19. A good conversation.
20. A care package.
21. The beach.
22. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
23. Laughing at yourself.
24. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
25. Running through sprinklers.
26. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
27. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
28. Laughing at an inside joke.
29. Friends.
30. Falling in love for the first time.
31. Slumber parties.
32. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
33. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
34. Your first kiss.
35. Being part of a team.
36. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
37. Playing with a new puppy.
38. Late night talks with a friend that keep you from sleeping.
39. Having someone play with your hair.
40. Sweet dreams.
41. Hot chocolate.
42. Road trips with friends.
43. Swinging on swings.
44. Watching a good movie cuddled up on a couch with someone you love.
45. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies
and drinking eggnog.
46. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along
without feeling stupid.
47. Going to a really good concert.
48. Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one
person.
49. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
50. Winning a really competitive game.
51. Making chocolate chip cookies!
52. Having your friends send you homemade cookies!
53. Spending time with close friends!
54. The feeling you get the first time you get on stage.
55. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends...
56. Holding hands with someone you care about.
57. Wearing your partner's shirt that still smells like them.
58. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things
good or bad) never change.
59. Discovering that love is unconditional and stronger than time.
60. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
62. Watching the expression someone's face as they open a much-desired
present from you.
63. Kisses on your forehead from the first and only person you
have ever loved.
64. Watching the sunrise.
65. Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another
beautiful day.
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Jun. 5th, 2006 | 06:55 pm
location: My room
mood: loved
Male and Female language
GIRLS ENGLISH.
YES=NO
NO=YES
"It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now
"Do what u want" = You'll pay 4 this later
"We need to talk" = I need to bitch.
"Sure......Go ahead" = I don't want you too.
"I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, u stupid prick
" How much do u love me?" = I did something today your not gonna like me for :D
"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me i'm beautiful.
" You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me.
" Are you listening to me?" = Too late, you're dead
Guy's English
"I'm hungry" = I'm hungry
" I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy
" I'm tired " - I'm tired
" Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I take you to dinner?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" May I have this dance?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress" = Nice cleavage.
" You look tensed, let me give you a massage" = I want to fondle you.
" What's wrong? " = What meaningless self inflicted pshychological trauma are you going through now?
" What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question.
"I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex?
" I love you" = Let's have sex right now.
" I love you too" = Okay i said it we'd better have sex now
" Let's talk" = I am tryin' to impress you by shown that I'm a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me
" Will you marry me?" = I want to make it illegel 4 you to have sex with other guys.
GIRLS ENGLISH.
YES=NO
NO=YES
"It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now
"Do what u want" = You'll pay 4 this later
"We need to talk" = I need to bitch.
"Sure......Go ahead" = I don't want you too.
"I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, u stupid prick
" How much do u love me?" = I did something today your not gonna like me for :D
"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me i'm beautiful.
" You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me.
" Are you listening to me?" = Too late, you're dead
Guy's English
"I'm hungry" = I'm hungry
" I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy
" I'm tired " - I'm tired
" Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I take you to dinner?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" May I have this dance?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress" = Nice cleavage.
" You look tensed, let me give you a massage" = I want to fondle you.
" What's wrong? " = What meaningless self inflicted pshychological trauma are you going through now?
" What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question.
"I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex?
" I love you" = Let's have sex right now.
" I love you too" = Okay i said it we'd better have sex now
" Let's talk" = I am tryin' to impress you by shown that I'm a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me
" Will you marry me?" = I want to make it illegel 4 you to have sex with other guys.
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Some info
Jun. 4th, 2006 | 12:09 pm
location: Somewhere
mood: jubilant
music: None at the moment
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Angela
2. Angie
3. Angel
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.
2.
3.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. legs
3. boobs
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. tummy
2. short arms
3. butt (not big enough)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. African American
2.
3. Native American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (in no particular order):
1. Hornets
2. Skunks
3. Haunted Houses
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. sleep
3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. jeans
2. bra
3. panties
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. No Doubt
2. Korn
3. Madonna
THREE OF YOUR (current) FAVORITE SONGS:
1. “She's a SuperStar” - The Verve
2. “Bumble Bees” - Aqua
3. “Hollow Life” – Korn
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Open communication
2. Friendship
3. Trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I love deep sea fishing
2. I like spiders
3. I'm 25
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Tall
2. nice arms
3. nice eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. arts and crafts
2. hiking
3. watching movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat
2. Go swimming
3. Go swimming in a cool pool
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Real Estate Agent
2. Cosmetologist
3. Nutritionist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION (where you've not already been):
1. Hawaii
2. Bermuda
3. Australia
THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Dawson
2. Ashley-Ann
3. Logan-Michael
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Make lots of money
2. Raise A Family
3. Travel across the country
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I like to drink beer
2.
3. I like to drive fast and listen to loud music
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I like anything pink
2. I like to talk about my feelings
3. I love shopping
1. Angela
2. Angie
3. Angel
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.
2.
3.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. legs
3. boobs
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. tummy
2. short arms
3. butt (not big enough)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. African American
2.
3. Native American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (in no particular order):
1. Hornets
2. Skunks
3. Haunted Houses
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. sleep
3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. jeans
2. bra
3. panties
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. No Doubt
2. Korn
3. Madonna
THREE OF YOUR (current) FAVORITE SONGS:
1. “She's a SuperStar” - The Verve
2. “Bumble Bees” - Aqua
3. “Hollow Life” – Korn
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Open communication
2. Friendship
3. Trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I love deep sea fishing
2. I like spiders
3. I'm 25
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Tall
2. nice arms
3. nice eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. arts and crafts
2. hiking
3. watching movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat
2. Go swimming
3. Go swimming in a cool pool
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Real Estate Agent
2. Cosmetologist
3. Nutritionist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION (where you've not already been):
1. Hawaii
2. Bermuda
3. Australia
THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Dawson
2. Ashley-Ann
3. Logan-Michael
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Make lots of money
2. Raise A Family
3. Travel across the country
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I like to drink beer
2.
3. I like to drive fast and listen to loud music
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I like anything pink
2. I like to talk about my feelings
3. I love shopping
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When will I see the sun again?
Jun. 3rd, 2006 | 09:31 pm
location: My bedroom
mood: peaceful
music: The Verve "She's A SuperStar"
The past couple days have just been miserable. It's been raining and storming and I just want to see the sun come out. It just feels so depressing. I want to go hiking, or doing something fun outdoors, but of course the weather is not allowing me to do that. In a couple weeks I plan on going swimming in the ocean with the fish. I really like being in the water.